my story

During these times, praying and pondering the wisdom of the Bible has helped me, including one of King Solomon’s proverbs: “Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life” (Proverbs 13:12). @ODB November 24, 2022

This words represent the state of my heart in these past 20 years

God has brought me into many troubles just to mold me and teach many lessons of life

When I look at those times, I'm thankfull
I was loved like his own children

Thank you God
In my praying time this morning
You put the reason of my unfulfilled longing
You remain me  my list of prayer on the first day of this year
I prayed for two things
And my efforts throughout these years focussed on my second list
I only asked for my first list without chasing that dream

I'm afraid of losing my guards if I prefer to do all things I can do to my first list
I don't want to burden my heart with something that I think I couldn't handle
I'm weak on this area
I never play for this type of action

I do not want to do something that I know that it's  not on my control

I always get what I fight for

My hope is that the one who means to me will do that kind of fight

Until now, I don't have one

This morning I discovered the answer

God knows my most longing

My heart is more satisfied with the knowledge of wisdom

One day when I get my first wish, hopefully, I'm fully ready for all its challanges
New challanges to come

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